Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Day 30: A splash of cold water

Dear babies,

Word could not express how devastated i feel right now.
Its Day 30 today and my period came. And all my hopes to welcome you into this world this year came crumbling down into ashes. My heart aches. It hurts so bad you couldn't believe. I have no one to confide to except your daddy. Part of mummy want to put the blame on daddy......heck i want to blame everything on him so that I am not to be blamed.

Well, at least the Period came on time and save me from hoping even more. At least we could start all over again. Clomid cycle 2 here i come. I guess i have to visit my doctor again tomorrow to get another doze of clomid.

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