False Pregnancy again!

After the first blow, we kept on trying again.........

I started to study and read up from the internet on the many ways to increase chances of pregnancy. I tried to guess my ovulation and calculate a better time for sex....

I admit, my desperation for a baby has effected our sex life somewhat.....I did not enjoy sex as much as i would have...........sex is just pure work......

Had my period in Sept....and October too.............
then.............no signs of period in November.........neither in December.......noooorr January!! 3 months?!!! I did not have any particular symptoms of pregnancy.....but some nauseating sensation. I was a little skeptical....i guess i tried to build a wall around me in case i should fall hard again.......once bitten twice shy right?
We were very very hopeful this round.........longest time ever of missed period!
But..........2 pee sticks results in a single line (Negative test). Though sometimes home pregnancy test may not be accurate................it still has a 99% accuracy.

I became impatient and i need to know whats wrong with me. I never experienced such delays in me period. Ever! My period have always been regular. Every month! If i am NOT pregnant(pray hard that i am) what is going on??!! You know such things can really torment a women.

Soooooooooo..........i began to search for a clinic and found one near my residence.
I thought, what the heck......lets just go and see...

So i dropped by the women specialist clinic and registered myself.

I explained my situation to the Lady Doctor. And...........she asked me if i have done a pap before?
I said nope.............sooooooo immediately i got a pap smear done.
The doctor also did a breast examination for me and thought me how to feel the breast for lumps. I guess being late twenties, it is inevitable for such test.

We did an ultrasound too and my uterus looks clean n healthy with no growth....phew!! thank God!

Sooooooooo.......the doctor told me that she does not see any preggie thing going on in there....so nope not pregnant. We took my blood sample to test my hormones too.

So i went home and waited for the Pap test results and also my blood test results.

I tested my blood pressure too and it was on the high-side. Though nothing alarming, i need to do something about this high blood pressure.

Doctor told me to come back when the results is out....and then she will see if she needs to give me anything to induce the period to come.

And then my period finally came on 31st January 2008.
I also got my Pap smear test results and blood test results.
My Pap smear results was normal. My blood (hormone test was.......ok except for a slight abnormality in which one was higher than the other that was suppose to be the other way round.....i don't quite understand this because i was not given a clear explanation...should've asked)

The doctor gave me clomid pills and asked me to take them. It was day 3 of my cycle. I wasn't sure if i'm ready for drugs.......so i went home to discuss with the hubby.


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